paigifer:

I cannot wait to move in with Mat. It still all seems almost unreal for me because I have never experienced waking up next to someone every single day. We did go on a like ten day vacation and that was so amazing. I know it’s going to be different than that because we both have jobs and we have to get up early every morning. But I cannot wait to see him sleeping next to me every night and morning. I honestly love him so much it’s insane.

same

Its almost 2am

paigifer:

I cannot sleep. I’m way too fucking stressed out at work. I had to take a call this morning with our global team, i was representing the US and i failed so hard. I have to work this weekend because I have to put together 1 long and detailed PR presentation, 3 social media calendars, and 2 graphic briefings. Then once these are completed I have to create my monthly social kpi presentation for our CEO for 2 brands. I’m determined and think I can do it and do it well. Its just a lot. I’m still getting used to the way our global team works.

Also I am having a reaaaally hard time trying to balance my work and personal life. Because I’m in this new working environment and have been given more responsibility since January.. I feel like my brain never has time to focus. Living in the apartment and keeping up with daily cleaning is hard.

I’ve gained almost 10lbs in about 2 months! I think its because I’m soo stressed and exhausted.

I really want to succeed with my job. But I also want to succeed with my personal life, friendship life, and myself. I don’t know what to focus on first.

Oh and I’m also traveling to LA by myself at the end of the month for work so that will be fun!

I should update the fuck out of my resume. I have done/do so much now.

Wow. It’s been a year since I wrote this post. 

I’ve lost 10 pounds in about 2 months! I’ve definitely am not that stressed at my job anymore. I think it’s really fun. I still travel a lot and I’ve learned so much.

There has been a lot of changes in my life.

I gave two proposal presentations yesterday and one budget proposal. I received approval for one proposal and received some budget. The second proposal is still being looked at, but it may have sparked additional ideas. 

I feel really proud of where I’ve come and I’m really excited where 2017 is going to take me. :)

$10 to whoever can name this song!!

qyill:

2016 is really doing a good job @ evolving my Anxiety type pokémon

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nicolerichiecirca2003:

listen…i literally dream of being a woman with a skin care routine, that smells good always and eats vegetables but i am a swamp demon and i’m doing what i can with that 

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help-mywife:

help; my wife keeps saying she has a big secret with a serious face but every time it’s just that she loves me

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We suffer more often in imagination than in reality.
— Seneca- (via luvbugmama)

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